News of your passing has reached me. You went out smiling, I’m told, and at the very decent age of 81.
You worked all your life at the same school. As a caretaker, odd-job-man and general lifter-and-shifter. You spent over 50 years serving the same school community. Same in name, but – like a river – always changing and flowing forward into different times with different people. Yet, you were a constant.
I remember you from when I was a child, growing up with a teacher for a Dad, in a boarding school where the staff children roamed free in the holidays. And during term-time, our teacher parents were busy looking after other people’s children. You were one of the benign constants that held us gently in place. You were an ever-there.
With your trademark greeting, unerring in your cheerfulness, you would say to all you met: “Lovely to see you!”. You’d bellow that greeting in advance from a distance; or boomed it as a valediction – a validation – as you rolled along to your next task, your next greeting. You were utterly indiscriminate – in the best way. You showed no judgement. Yet this greeting did not feel cheap or empty. It was a simple, joyful affirmation. Your famous wheezy laugh fizzed with gentle mischief.
You wore blue workman’s dungarees, with splashes of paint and oil and grease, over a white string vest (have I made that up?) and always, whatever the weather, a bobble hat. Yellow, was it? And lacking the bobble.
One time, you dropped a large metal radiator on your foot. It landed like a heavy blade, taking one of your toes off in your shoe. You wrapped and carried it like a little bug in your huge hands, searching for someone to help you. The first person you met was my Dad. He drove you to the hospital and kept you talking. Something you did willingly, as if you were sharing a routine trip to the shops. They patched you up somehow. And you never forgot the kindness.
From time to time, some of the children at the school would try to find fun in you. You defused their nuisance with your constant greeting and undefended heart. Soon, everyone knew that there was no fun to be had in setting traps for you. Rather, they saw that you were a treasure; an institution; a legend. Your loyalty; your appetite for hard work; your unearthly strength; your trustworthiness; your sheer reliability: these were qualities that even the most bone-headed of us could see were golden virtues.
Love came from what you did; and love was the source of it. And you were loved for being you.
Rest in peace, Gerald.
Lovely to see you.